ok this shall be my last time babbling some negative stuff on my blog
i shall stop shouting/ranting like a mad-ass-crazy-bytch
this shall be the last time i relate my bloody f*ing story about ytd..
so..ytd i went home and the 1st thing my mum told me was my piano exam registration deadline was long over and her appeal got rejected
i started screaming at the top of my lungs how inconsiderate she was for not thinking for me and how irresponsible and forgetful
i mean use your brains and think can or not
i'll be sitting for o'levels next year and you want me to wait another half a year before i can take my piano exam which probably will clash with one of my exam days?
you want me to spend my time and effort going through the things i've been learning over a year again and again when i can actually be doing more meaningful things like preparing for o'levels?
please la stop being selfish i dont expect much from you..you said i only know how to waste your money and it was my fault that i didnt remind you about the deadline and all
what about you?did you even bother to remember when i told you?must you push the blame everytime its you who is at fault?dont you feel guilty?
im really not a bad kid i didnt even bring you any trouble i dont deal with drugs or anything i study to make you proud so you would stop saying all those stuff about other people's kids doing great and stuff
it took you like what?a day to bring yourself to say sorry?sorry what?you said you would do anything to compensate
compensate what?use money to buy time?buy those 11 years i spent playing piano?compensate for the pain i had gone through,the times i really felt like giving up pushing myself telling myself i can do it even it takes a million years?what have you ever done for me?
im at a total loss of what to do.really.should i quit piano?
ok the crap shall end here.im sorry i'd been such an irritant and all to some people
i shall learn to control my emotions from now onwards and not blow everything out of proportion
i shall smile smile smile and live everyday like its my last day=)
anyway..
TK Band In Concert tix are going out at $10
date: 15/12/06
venue: spore conference hall
kindly approach any band member or teacher-in-charge and they will be more than willing to sell you the tix=)
be there or be square!
to all Band members out there:
there will be a passing out parade of the NCO camp this friday which is also the ensemble challenge day. Nicholas and Sijia would be there
time: 6.15-7.15pm
venue:21 Evans Rd (Moe CCA Branch)
date: 10/11/06
be there if you really wanna show your support and all!